Thursday, February 12, 2009

Starting again

hey everyone,
it seems like every time I turn around, I am begging for another chance. I am so human, and I fall so easily. This time, leaving Boston, it really wasn't a failure, something I did wrong, it was just that it wasn't the right thing for me at that moment. I'm accepting it as another step in the journey. As for my life right now, I am reading two classics: "The Count of Monte Cristo" and "War and Peace". I'm also reading "Do Hard Things" by Alex and Brett Harrison, and that is challenging me not to settle for the status quo, to not be shackled by low expectations. God's been showing me that freedom, and also the freedom from fear of failure, my former #1 crippler.
I am determined to do big things for His kingdom, things outside my comfort zone. I am committing myself to be more than I think I can be, to reach for the stars and not be scared to fall.

resting in Him,
Camila

P.S. The only reason I'm up so late/early is because I'm transferring an entire four year's worth of e-mails to a new inbox and labeling/deleting. This is not a regular occurrence ;)